Letting you know this is a rant.
DOn't have to Read it If you Don't want to.

Well, The thing i'm wondering is...

I had alot of fun. It was the first time alex had seen me in like 2 years so he was really happy to see me.

It lasted about 5 minutes...
It felt like the longest 5 minutes of my life...

After a little chat with myself and my cat Micheal I came to the decision that I need to change up my lifestyle a little bit...
There are some things i Want to do that I never wanted tried before Just to try it.. ^^
Like Wearing dresses, and Putting my hair up and possibly make up...
Basically I want to be a little more feminine or at least give it a shot...
I like gothic lolita styles and the punk lolitas are also interesting but I guess my masculine side of me wouldn't crumble because i was too proud of my masculine self and I'm not afraid to admit that...
Well, not anymore...

I was walking around Wausau Last weekend jobhunting, when I realized that someone was calling me...
He was running and waving at me, but I didn't know who it was...
So I was all 0_o and started to run...
Then, He called me by a name that I had when I was younger...
Lol it turns out that is was my friend of 5 years completely changed...!
He was visiting family there I guess...
It was the happiest thing i've felt in awhile...
SO Kit is all the Yay...!! ^.^
He went back to madison but i hope we stay in contact...

This east coast person has seen enough of the west coast...
I believe it's time to head back...
I'm not sure if I'll be going to WI again or not but I know I'll be heading back...
Hopefully this coming Tuesday...

I had a pretty good experience here on the West coast..
Met new people..
Seen things I never saw before( like the ocean)...
Learned of new things (Example : It's Illegal to pump your own gas in one state ( at least as far as i know))...
and i even saw hollywood's night life...

My life is draining
Coming apart thread by thread
Once that last thread is pulled
The pain will stop

For I am judged by others
I’m not the person I once was
A new soul has taken over to
To live this life forever.

©2008 Lizzard and Kit

This was just a random poem written over Msn chat with My dear close friend Lizzard...
I'm wondering if we should add more to it or not..
It seems kinda unfinished to me...

Another Slashdot Article that caught my eye....

Russian Anti Gov't Webmaster Magomed Yevloyev ran and founded a website( http://ingushetiya.ru/ )...
On the website He criticized the Gov't and the president of Ingushetiya (Murat Zyazikov) who is pro gov't, then Eventually is Arrested at Gunpoint in Narzan... On a flight that JUST SO HAPPENS to be carrying the very President he's been criticizing...

Next thing you know, Magomed is shot in the head by an "involuntary" shot from a policman's gun and ends up dying....

Involuntary shot...?!

Found a article on Slashdot about the Mythbusters show getting an episode cut cause it was going to epose security flaws in the RFID chip system...
Of course they're not gonna tell us about the flaws and TRY to keep it surpressed (But i'm pretty sure it leaked on to google by now)...

Article : http://hardware.slashdot.org/hardware/08/08/30/2036259.shtml

From people to passports to credit cards, and now the government is talking about even putting chips in cell phones (according to the La times)...!
I guess wiretapping isn't enough for the gov't...