my sin, my soul... lo-lee-ta

just to make me suffer, inthestarlight closed out all their super cool items i've been lusting and saving for and launched a new limited edition system full of new gorgeous things for me to want that don't always come in my size...

if i was two inches thinner i'd buy the pink skirt with the princess pattern and have no grocery money for the week... i don't need to eat, right? c'mon, there's even a bustle in the back!

*suffers*

this blue one is sort of cute and would fit, but i don't know if it would suit me... i love sweet lolita but i feel kind of funny in it... i've been wanting to kind of ease my way into it slowly... i'm so used to wearing black that i feel really safe in it so it would be like stripping off a layer of armor...
somehow i don't feel the same about formal wear, though... formalwear ought to be a color. oh god! what if they make a limited edition item in apple green? i'll be doomed! doomed i tell you! doomed like the doomed heads of zim's doomed enemies when gir starts singing the doom song and they all go crazy and leap to their doom! even if i have no money, i'll have to have to have to have it! i may wind up doing something really despicable to get it!