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Well life had just been getting so odd this year. So many things have come and gone and just changed everything... From the split and reunion of my parents to loosing my first love, 2010 has been weird...Well my girlfriend and I broke up, so there's and update. Things between us had just been getting really bad (She didnt notice anything wrong so I guess it was just me). I began to feel like that I was loosing the girl I fell in love with and stuff just went down hill. And that boys and girls, is the rise and fall of Alex Tweedies first love *que applause*.

Cute isn't it?

So, I have't been here in about two years. Idk, life's been... boring. I got into playing World of Warcraft a year ago, went to school and have to go back for three more credits next month. Hopefully I'll be done by january, so I can move up to Chicago then and find a job/take a break from school.

So yeah I deactivated my facebook, twitter, and identi.ca accounts. I did this but then I found how alone it made me feel so I reactivated my acounts. I am feeling a little less heartbroken now but still feeling pretty sad.

I just really can't stand the constant sadness that comes from having friends and perusing love. I am done with love and I am done with Facebook, Identi.ca, and Twitter. I am pretty much just going to hide away in my room for eternity. Friends just hurt too much.

Just joined this sight. I don't really have anything to say yet. Just throwing this out here. I don't feel like typing. My hands hurt from working on my family's farm. I was swinging a maul around golf club trying to break down a concrete wall. Now i have many blisters on my hands.
Im trying to save up for a computer. I just bought two HDD, case and psu. I need to get 950 to pay for the rest now.
I would post the specs, but who cares.

So yeah I have become a cashier for a local grocery store and I am quite enjoying it. I will enjoy it more once I get paid for the first time.

I have been thinking about getting deeper involved in politics for a long time. I am not interested in running for public office but I have been thinking about starting an activism group. It would be an umbrella organization that works for liberal causes in multiple ways from covering liberal issues on a website and possible podcast, helping provide logistical support for grassroots organizations, and other stuff. It will most likely never be something I could be paid for but I want to at least try a little bit to change the world for the better.

So yeah I have been having a lot of issues sleeping recently. I am not exactly sure of the cause, most likely stress. So yeah I end up staying really late and because of that I end up sleeping in late, so then I can't sleep when I go to bed at night. It's a terribly vicious cycle. One positive side of this is I have gotten to watch a lot of Anime on Netflix.

So yeah I am going to be very busy this year with NoBrandCon. I am going to be helping out with the video game room, tabletop gaming room, equipment committee, and also another project I can't announce yet. I can't announce the project because I am unsure if I am going to be able to do it this year. Of course I will be helping in any other way I can.