you can consider this an open letter, i guess. it's to anyone who works in the broadcast or entertainment industry, but also to anyone who has ever downloaded or been tempted to download television or movies illegally, those who work in internet broadcasting, and those who make laws about what can and can't be done over the internet. if you're one of those people, it's time that you understand a few things about where the world is going and how people make money to produce content like television shows.

No way no way no way will i ever aprove!!!

I'm new to this site...and blogging...erm... Hi? o///o

Wellll... I suppose I'll do my rant of the day?

it seems everyone thinks they know something about misery these days, and it's leaking out all over the world. i was born to people who had hopes for me. i was born into a time when hope was cheap, commonplace. the mercury climbs and the bottom flakes out of the stock market and hope for anything just keeps costing more and more. i do not mean to say ridiculous things, but i have made myself out of dreams of the life i wanted.

Not a happly ever after

Letting you know this is a rant.
DOn't have to Read it If you Don't want to.

It never fails. Never.

Every.
Single.
Time.

Seriously - always! He is always starting crap with everyone. He complains that he has few friends and then he sabotages any luck that he has for keeping them by being a total ass! He says that gaming is his life and then he deliberately does crap to fuck up both the campaign(s) AND the people he games with.

i feel whiny, moody, and self indulgent. largely, i would like someone to be happy with me, maybe to spoil me a bit, but all my efforts in this seem to be meeting with idiotic reasons for no one to notice i'm trying to be extra worthy of affection, so i am being ignored, which makes me pissy. that and the fact that i have a cough, and my ear is still all full of fluid, and neither one of them has any reason to be happening. i've started cleaning my ears more often, i don't go to the bakery anymore and breathe big lungfuls of flour and crap, my lungs should stop whining.

the truth is, it's not the economy, stupid. the economy is what we need to fix because it's the symptom that is bleeding the hardest, but it's not the disease. the name of the disease is irresponsibility, apathy, cold hearts. once we had a system which regulated responsibility, groups in the government which made sure companies were obeying certain standards that didn't make people sick or screw over anyone too hard, but that was just the tip of the iceberg... there are also other methods.

we were watching the video for "boom!" on his lunch break after i made him something ridiculously greasy to eat and we both cried. yes, i'm feeling a bit menstrual but that doesn't change the fact that there are billions of people dying every day, not just children but good, kind, amazing people who make delicious deserts and sometimes share them with their neighbors or friends or grow beautiful gardens or write poems or sing to themselves when they're alone. old women and men who spoil their grandkids. grandkids who want to be superheroes.